Alone is how I have come to know myself; my true, intimate self.
Alone in my own thoughts, feelings, and skin I am me.
Only I know the real me, just getting acquainted with her.
I am complicated; introverted at times, extroverted at others, passionate, loving, loyal, sometimes sad, and often
A constant companion to me my lonesomeness has become more than a mere feeling; perhaps a best friend of sorts. It never leaves me. Even when pushed aside, it lurks in the shadows of my soul. It hovers like a gray cloud even on the sunniest of days.
When the sun does shine ever so brightly, I let it in and soak it up for all that’s its worth for I know the grayness is sure to follow.