For far too long, I knew
I just chose to ignore the obvious
Unanswered phone calls
Unfamiliar feminine voices muffled on the other end of the phone.
For far too long I wondered what was wrong with me?
Did I pay too little attention to you
Too much to the baby?
For far too long I lay awake at night,
Tossing, Turning, Tormenting
In all my Wretchedness
I had Somehow driven you
She had to be…
Why else would this have happened?
Then I realized
It was never